22 April 2014

9 little-known facts

1. Tonight (April 22) I am reading at the Boneshaker Reading Series, along with my excellent friend Meaghan Strimas, at the St. Clair/Silverthorn Library (1748 St. Clair West), at 7 pm. Admission is free. This series is curated and hosted by Lillian Necakov, who is a very fine and underrated poet. Here is Lillian's fantastic poetry blog. What will I read tonight? I'm thinking of doing the six-minute version of The Ape Play, plus a bit of new fiction and poetry.

2. The Mansfield Press spring poetry launch in Toronto on April 9 was just amazing — with three additions to the "a stuart ross book" imprint. Dani Couture launched her third collection, the harrowing and brilliant YAW; her reading was quiet, focused, and intense. Gary Barwin launched his slim-and-trim wonderful collection Moon Baboon Canoe; his reading was alternately tender and bombastic. David McFadden launched his first-ever full collection of haiku and tankas, Shouting Your Name Down The Well; his reading was charming as ever, filled with humour and tragedy — he received a standing ovation. All of these books are orderable from your local bookseller or direct from Mansfield Press.

3. So far I am scheduled to have six chapbooks published this year: from Warren Dean Fulton's Pooka Press, in Vancouver; Linda Crosfield's Nose in Book Publishing, in Ootischenia; Jay MillAr's BookThug, in Toronto; Jim Smith's The Front Press, in Toronto; Michael Casteels' Puddles of Sky Press, in Kingston; and Pearl Pirie's phafours press, in Ottawa. I'll likely do another through my own Proper Tales Press. Maybe more will materialize. In the past, I haven't been very good at practising what I preach, and what I preach is this: give your poems many lives: get them in magazines and get them in chapbooks and then get them in full collections. I'm so, so lucky all these chapbook publishers have shown interest in my work.

4. Further to that bit of preaching, I have been sending out lots of poems to magazines as well. Thrilled to announce that I will see my poems published in three of my favourite American literary mags: Gargoyle, in Arlington, Virginia; Fell Swoop, in New Orleans, Louisiana; and Jubilat, in Amherst, Massachusetts.

5. I dream of publishing a poem in Hanging Loose. I better send them some stuff.

6. A book tentatively titled Further Confessions of a Small Press Racketeer, the follow-up to my 2005 essay collection Confessions of a Small Press Racketeer, is scheduled for publication in spring 2015 by Vancouver's Anvil Press. Water under a burned bridge. It will contain all my Hunkamooga columns that appeared in sub-Terrain since the first book, plus a few newer pieces.

7. I am working on about ten or so further books, including three novels, two poetry collections, a collaborative poetry collection, a story collection, a memoir, and a collaborative novel. It's a race against time.

8. This year, Mark Laba and I hope to release an eBook/PoD version of our circa-early-1990s collaborative pork-noir novel The Pig Sleeps, first published in serialized fashion in Kevin Connolly and Jason Sherman's magnificent WHAT! magazine, and then in book form by Contra Mundo Books. We are doing plenty of revisions, because we've become better writers since the early 1990s. I hope. The title is supposed to be a play on The Big Sleep, but you'd never know.

9. There has been a lot of muscling around and power-positioning in the blogosphere the last bunch of years, as poets (mostly men) have attempted to declare their way the right way. But I think the best blog post in recent memory is this one by poet Helen Hajnoczky, in which she takes on Michael Lista with wisdom and class.

I gotta get to work. There were supposed to be 13 little-known facts here, but I gotta get to work. More facts to come.

Over and out.

16 April 2014

EDITING

EDITING

Reading and re-
reading Nelson
Ball's books

to curate
a Selected

I put
a Post-It
on every
page.



16 April 2014


Over and out.

14 April 2014

Se fue el Crad

Crad Kilodney, 1948, Jamaica, N.Y. – 2014, Toronto

Lorette reports that Crad died this afternoon at a Toronto hospice. He hadn't been conscious for several days. He was in peace.

I published one poem by Crad, a few decades ago, as part of my Proper Tales Postcard series:

There'll be no more giant leeches
when you find the good lord Jesus.


That era in the 1980s, of selling my books in the street, left an indelible stamp on me as a writer. On reflection, what Crad taught me most was not to compromise in my writing. We would come only so far to readers, by putting signs around our necks and self-publishing chapbooks; from there, the readers would have to come to us.

Good night, Crad.

Over and out.

09 April 2014

My stories onstage in Ottawa, April 9 - 13

So far as I know, my work has only once before been adapted for the stage. That was back in 2006, when Halifax-based choreographer/dancer Lisa Phinney created a dance piece around my wonky little poem "Three Scoops, Waffle Cone" ("When they took inventory / in hell / Velda thought maybe / Garrett / had took / some paper clips.")

Tonight, two of my short stories, adapted for the stage, debut in Ottawa.



It was a month or two ago that Ottawa-based director Fraser MacKinnon asked about the performance rights for a couple of my stories from Buying Cigarettes for the Dog. I was ambivalent, because I didn't want to see those particular stories onstage. So I told him that, and invited him to choose some other stories. Which he did.

So Sans Sense will feature works by four writers, including me, and the adaptations of my stories, both presumably brief, will be the evening's bookends. The stories he chose are "Shooting the Poodle" and "The Engagement." Both pieces are monologues. I'm going to make the trip to Ottawa to see what he does with them.

It's exciting to have my works seep over into other art forms! I'm still thrilled about Ben Walker's CD An Orphan's Song, for which he transformed 15 of my poems into songs — pop, jazz, blues, folk. And I guess, in a sense, that was a stage adaptation too, because for the CD launch he played the entire set live at the (now-defunct) Oasis on College Street in Toronto.

Over and out.

08 April 2014

3 great books begin their journey tomorrow

It's the eve of another Mansfield Press book launch in Toronto. The three poetry books on the list all fall under the "a stuart ross book" imprint. I feel very passionately about each one of them. I have so many seasons with Mansfield that are dream seasons. I care about these books, and I want to see them get out there, get read, get recognized. I want the writers to win accolades, to get as much as possible back in return from all that they've given. But you never know what will happen when you send a book out into the world.

The launch takes place on Wednesday, April 9, 7:30 pm, at the Monarch Tavern, 12 Clinton Street, in Toronto. There is always so much excitement at the launch, so much enthusiasm and appreciation. The tough part comes after the launch, and I'm determined to give these three new books my best.



I never imagined I would have the opportunity to work with Dani Couture, who is both a good friend, a sometime collaborator, and a writer whose work I am crazy about. I blurbed her first book, Good Meat, published in 2006 by Beth Follett's beautiful Pedlar Press. I wrote: "Dani Couture constructs her poems with the same care my grandfather used to take when slicing cow’s tongue on the wooden cutting board in our kitchen. There is beauty in her precision and compression. But there’s also plenty of adventure and surprise in this collection. And a humaneness that makes this vegetarian admire that carnivore." YAW is a harrowing book. Harrowing and well-crafted and provocative and smart. I did the cover for this book, with a photo by my friend, the amazing photographer Jennifer Rowsom; it's gritty and a bit creepy and it's foreboding. I think it's a good fit.



I've known Gary Barwin for about 30 years. We met up at York University. We've collaborated on a short novel, and on many poems, and on sound poetry. Gary is one of the most inventive and prolific writers I know. He's had books out from about half a dozen different presses — books of poetry, novels, short stories, kids' books with and without words — and I was thrilled when I was offered the opportunity to work with him on a new book of poetry. I love the spareness of this collection, a spareness I tried to echo a bit in the cover design. The book is also musical — not surprising, as Gary is a musician as well as a writer. It was mighty intimidating to follow The Porcupinity of the Stars, Gary's amazing 2010 book from Coach House. But I'm proud of Moon Baboon Canoe. I think it's a worthy successor.



David McFadden has had a greater influence on me than any other poet. I discovered his work in a library in North York when I was about 15. Never imagined then that I would meet him, we would become friends, I would edit six of his books. David was probably not much more than a teenager when he began writing haiku. He's had a few haiku chapbooks out, but has never had a full-length collection. I was giddy when about 500 of his tankas and haiku landed in my in-box a few years ago. Mansfield publisher Denis De Klerck was, understandably, hesitant to do a book of haiku, but after Dave won the Griffin Poetry Prize last year for What's the Score?, Denis was willing to go with the McFadden flow. Shouting Your Name Down the Well is an enormous book; each poem does something different and something exciting. It's a book full of mischief and wit and wonder. When I worked on the book's cover, it immediately hit me that this book was so full of Dave's personality — it was so much Dave — that he should have that rare book with the poet's face on the cover.

So tomorrow we break the champagne bottle over each of these three books I love by people I love. And then we frantically strive to get these books out into a world that suddenly hasn't figured out what to do with books, all while working away at next fall's fantastic list.

Over and out.

03 April 2014

Crad and I

The recent news that the author of Terminal Ward is terminally ill has saddened me immensely, and it’s given rise also to a lot of conflicting impulses. While I’ve known Crad Kilodney for nearly thirty-five years, it’s been a decade or so since he and I have exchanged more than a cursory email.

When I met Crad, I was in my late teens and I lived in Toronto. My friend Mark Laba and I were doing a lot of two-voice sound poetry readings. We were kicking around the idea of doing public guerrilla readings, such as on the escalator of the Eaton Centre, or out on city sidewalks. It was 1978 or 1979. Downtown, one day, I came across Crad selling his books on Yonge Street. He was flogging his first chapbook, Mental Cases. I bought it, of course (as I bought every book that Crad ever published), and was inspired by this idea of standing out on the street with a stupid sign around one’s neck, selling literature. I got to know Crad a bit, learned how he’d made his chapbooks, where he got them printed, and so on. I soon started working at York University’s student newspaper, Excalibur, and had access to typesetting equipment (this was before the days of personal computers, and long before the era of desktop publishing), and I decided to follow in Crad’s footsteps. I would eventually write the introduction to his book Lightning Struck My Dick.

Before then, I had made two publications, Africa: A Tale of Moscow, a small mimeographed collaborative story with Mark Laba, and He Counted His Fingers, He Counted His Toes, a 12-page unstapled photocopied chapbook containing about eight poems. But now I was going to publish in quantity, and get my work printed professionally, like Crad’s. My first book was Bad Glamour, in an edition of 1,000 (again, following Crad’s example). It contained mostly poems, and a few very tiny stories. Crad was encouraging all along the way. In fact, in the early days, he and I often sold our works in neighbouring doorways on Yonge Street. Which was ridiculous from a commerce point of view. Anyway, if I hadn’t met Crad, I likely never would have sold my work in the streets, though I certainly would have continued self-publishing.

For my second chapbook, I couldn’t come up with a title. I was at Crad’s place in North York, where we were eating some fried chicken for lunch, the football game on in the background as always on these Sundays. Crad asked to see what would be in the chapbook. Within about a minute he had zeroed in on a line in one of my poems. “This is the title right here,” he said. “When Electrical Sockets Walked Like Men.” And that was the title I went with. That was a pretty influential moment for me: I have, ever since then, had a fondness for long and stupid titles. Anyway, out on the streets, I wound up selling about 7,000 chapbooks over the course of a decade. I think Crad sold about 35,000 during his much longer street career.

Book titles and entrepreneurship aside, I don’t think Crad was a significant literary influence on me. I was reading a lot of insane fiction back then: Bill Hutton’s The Strange Odyssey of Howard Pow, Spencer Holst’s The Language of Cats, David Young’s Agent Provocateur, stuff by Opal Louis Nations, Donald Barthelme, William Kotzwinkle … and Crad. These were the kinds of things I liked to read and the kinds of things I wanted to write. But Crad certainly influenced me in the DIY spirit: this was shortly after punk had begun to break in North America, and I was very excited by bands like the Clash, the Sex Pistols, the Talking Heads — and various local Toronto punk bands, like Martha & the Muffins, the Wives, Crancky Tom, and Blibber and the Rat Crushers, who were putting out their own cassettes and vinyl.

And although I’d published a couple of very small-print-run chapbooks, Crad inspired me to get out there and actually get in people’s faces with my books: confront them with my weird poems and stories right on the street. It’s possible, too, that Crad taught me to not compromise, and not to pander, in my writing. I’ll give him that, too. I get the feeling that if I keep on thinking about it, I’ll come up with even more ways Crad influenced my thinking.

In the broader view, Crad Kilodney, so far as I can tell, has had very little influence on literary Canada. I suspect he is a pariah in academic circles, and certainly commercial circles, and those are powers that determine lit-taste. But through his street-selling, and through the hand-selling of Crad’s books by Charlie Huisken and Dan Design at This Ain’t the Rosedale Library, Crad inspired a lot of young people who were disgruntled about CanLit and had no interest in Alice Munro, Michael Ondaatje, and the other superstars. He encouraged a few other writers to self-publish and stand in the streets, including Arno Wolf Jr. (pen name for Timothy Weatherill), Lillian Necakov, Michael Boyce, Mark Laba, and me. He encouraged people involved in DIY — whether they were making books, or zines, or music cassettes.

He is and always has been a fan of the transgressive and of independent thought. A fan of kicking against the establishment. Crad was a fan of neo-Nazi Ernst Zundel, who published absolutely bonkers books laced with anti-Semitism and conspiracy theory — Crad championed free speech to a radical extent. He once led a group of us in a sit-in in the office of Ontario film censor Mary Brown, where he argued eloquently against censorship of movies in our province.

There was other activism, too. I remember typing up a copy of a long, dry story by Luigi Pirandello, one of about a dozen stories by renowned writers submitted to CBC’s story contest in a project brilliantly orchestrated by Crad. (Crad's point was proved as none of these stories made the contest's shortlist.) I also remember joining him in an application to the City of Toronto to hold a book-burning at the intersection of Yonge and Bloor. He felt that Toronto was so anti-intellectual that it might as well embrace the practices of another anti-intellectual culture that once burned books. (We were told by the City that only food could be barbecued on the street, and were denied a permit.)

I spent a lot of Sundays at Crad’s place, playing chess. Crad was a mediocre chessplayer, and better than me. We played a lot of chess; and he had the football game on TV (I could care less); and he’d show me crazy literature he’d been collecting — documents from religious cults and marginal political organizations, porn mags with three-breasted women, and more. Like me, Crad read some chess books, learned a lot about the masters (most of whom were bat-shit crazy, so that was fun), and never became a good player, so far as I know. I still play an awful lot, mostly online. I’d like to play Crad again, and see where his game is at.

*

Lorette Luzajic, a fascinating young painter and writer set out a few years ago to write a book about Crad, who she had befriended. She had become one of Crad’s few close friends. Lorette asked me if I thought Crad was an important writer. I’m not sure what an “important” writer is, unless we’re talking the stature of Samuel Beckett or Virginia Woolf or John Ashbery. Crad has written some truly excellent stories. He cares about his words and his sentences: he is a perfectionist in that way. And within that framework, I think his writing is mostly about the content, the story, the jokes, the tragedy, and not about the writing itself. I mean, he isn’t a great prose stylist, or an eccentric one in any way. Though he does have flashes of prose brilliance. (More on that later.) His eccentricity exists almost entirely in the content of his pieces. That said, he did play with form sometimes, and created some very fucked-up stories in that way. Although he can be extremely funny, I think many of his best pieces were the most serious ones, such as “Rainy Night” (I hope I have the title right), about a guy helping a girl move jars of shit (I hope I have the plot right). It was absurd but also heartbreaking.

Crad was important to me, as a model of DIY, and as a friend.

Then there’s the issue of what I perceive as misogyny and racism in Crad’s work. There may have been hints of it early on, but I think it became much more prominent later. I always felt that Crad’s bitterness and misanthropy grew every year he stood on the street and watched all the morons walk by him, ignoring him. I certainly got pretty exasperated and angry out there at times, watching thousands of people walk by without noticing me standing there with a “Writer Going to Hell” sign around my neck.

I recently read a biography of E.E. Cummings and discovered that he’d been something of an anti-Semite (which Crad has never been); it shocked me, because Cummings was a pretty big hero to me as a kid. But in Cummings’ journals, it seems it was “kike” this, and “jewboy” that, at least in the 40s and into the 50s. Pretty disappointing that such an intelligent man could have also embraced that particular ignorance and hatred. I haven’t read through Crad’s work in a long time. It’s possible that those elements were always there, and it was me who changed, or grew to recognize those things in his writing.

As I wrote above, I learned recently that Crad is very sick. He’s had more than one bout with cancer, and this time he isn’t going to make it. He and I haven’t actually spoken in more than a decade. Probably more like 15 years, though we’ve exchanged one or two brief emails.

The first public hint that things were going poorly in Kilodneyland was this remarkable story he posted on his blog. It’s called “Dreaming with Jay.” It’s startling in its sincerity, its humanity.

It is Lorette who has made Crad’s condition public, with his permission. I’m glad he has such a good friend in Lorette, and I hope he has a few others, too. But she says he is at peace with his situation.

*

April 2-3: I wrote what came above over the past few months. Today Lorette has reported that Crad is in his last days, or maybe his last hours. She says he is ready to go. He is at peace. My friend Steve Venright exchanged letters with Crad in the past month, and he too reports that Crad is at peace, and even spiritual — something I would never have imagined of Crad.

Lorette has written a great and revelatory book about Crad: Kilodney Does Shakespeare, and Other Stories. Academia has ignored him, but a fellow independentista hasn’t. Her book is a sort of ode to a hero — it’s worshipful; but it’s a great portrait of Crad post-street-selling, a Crad that most of us know little about. Crad cooperated in the book’s writing, and offers a lot of his thoughts to Lorette.

The past while, I’ve been reading and re-reading Crad’s 1990 story collection Girl on the Subway (Black Moss Press). The premise of this book is that it contains Crad’s “serious” stories. (Though it precedes Crad’s two major works of serious writing, Excrement and Putrid Scum, both from his own Charnel House imprint.) Even his serious stories contain more than a little of the absurd. But it’s a beautiful book, and often heart-breaking. What really strikes me is what Crad so often does with the last paragraph of his stories: somehow all of his strengths as a prose writer become focused there. It’s where you’ll find the sublime.

Here’s the close of “The Funeral of Lenny Zeller”: “As I boarded the plane, I saw a girl who looked a lot like Cassandra Reynolds, and I thought it would be nice if we ended up sitting next to one another, but we didn’t. I had a middle seat, and the window seat to my left was unoccupied. The sun had set by the time we took off, and the clouds were thick and violet as the plane climbed through them. I looked out the window, just letting my mind wander, and felt a twinge of sadness and loneliness for no particular reason. The reading light above me was on, and I reached up and switched it off. Then I rested my left hand upon the vacant seat and pretended to hold hands with Cassandra Reynolds’s ghost.”

And this is the last paragraph of “Henry”: “Despite his medication, Henry does not fall asleep until very late at night. And every Tuesday and Friday morning around 7:30, when the garbage men come by, he hears them in his sleep, and he dreams that they are the angels come to pick him up.”

I wish I had written Crad, and tried to make some connection again. Lorette says he’s “feeling” the classical music she is playing for him. That was a few hours ago. Is he still alive now?

Here are the final two paragraphs of “A Moment of Silence for Man Ray”: “The headlights of cars bumper to bumper on the boulevard were the funeral procession for another day thrown onto the trash heap of history. It was not surreal. It was as real as the hunger and the habit that anchored us to our work. / I had wasted several weeks doing nothing, but I did not waste that evening. I had to record what had otherwise died with me. I sat at the unpainted desk that faced the basement wall and gave a moment of silence to Man Ray. And as long as I was alive, one to myself too.”

Good night, Crad.

28 March 2014

The first review of Our Days in Vaudeville

Here is the first review of Our Days in Vaudeville, appearing on rob mclennan's blog in early January. Who knows — it may wind up being the only review of Our Days in Vaudeville. So kudos to rob for taking on this project! rob does a fascinating inventory of other poetry collaborations in this country — some realized and some that never saw print.

One quick correction to this review: the poems in the book are not from the past couple of years — there are collaborations with Gary Barwin that date back about two decades. I'd say most of the pieces in the book, though, are from the past five or six years, though I admittedly did a mad burst of collaborations in the year leading up to publication.

It baffles me that collaborations aren't taken more seriously. I agree with rob that literary collaboration is largely viewed as a "parlour trick." Is it because they're, well, more fun to write? I'm curious to see if Our Days in Vaudeville gets any more reviews — every one of my previous books of poetry have received at least four or five reviews.

I'm immensely proud of Our Days in Vaudeville. I'm proud of my collaborators for agreeing to appear in such a strange book. I hope to do more volumes of collaborative poems.

Meanwhile, this Sunday, I'm leading a daylong workshop in Toronto on collaborative poetry. Trying to spread the gospel.

Over and out.